Har Mod Pe Tu Milte Rahe....

Mujh mein tu, tu hi tu basa
Naino mein, jaise khwaab saa
Jo tu na ho toh pani pani naina
Jo tu na ho toh main bhi hunga main naa
Tujhi se mujhe sab ataa
Mujh mein tu... tu hi tu basa
Naino mein jaise khwaab saa

Ishq aashiqui mein
Kuch log chhant.ta hai
Zakhm bant.ta hai
Unhe dard bant.ta hai
Tod deta hai khwaab saare dekhte dekhte
Kar de barbaad saa
Jo tu na ho toh pani pani naina
Jo tu na ho toh main bhi hunga main naa
Tujhi se mujhe sab ataa
Mujh mein tu... tu hi tu basa
Naino mein jaise khwaab saa

Safar do kadam hai, jise ishq log kehte
Magar ishq wale, sab safar me hi rehte
Khatm hota na umr bhar hi, Ishq ka raasta
Hai ye behisaab sa
Jo tu na ho toh pani pani naina
Jo tu na ho toh main bhi hunga main naa
Tujhi se mujhe sab ataa
Mujh mein tu
Tu hi tu basa
Naino mein jaise khwaab saa

"' Har Andhere Ke Baad Ek Roshni Hai, Har Kasti Ki ek Majdhaar aur Ek Kinara Hai,
Sar Kafan Baandh Nikal Ajj Ki Zindagi Usi Bandh Darwaze Ke Piche Hai...
Kar Himmat Aur Zara Sa PagalPan Ki Aaj Muskurane Ko Bas Ek pal Hai..."

Some Random Conversation

 Here is a part of Some Random Conversation I'd recently with one stranger, who claim to read me... who claim to me of being "Mirror"  ME: har kahani ka anjaam nahi hota... kahani hi hoti hai... jo chalti rahehi hai... log apna kidar nibhate jate hai kahani chalti rahehi hai...

 Random One: kuch maut kabhi zinda nahi hoti

  bas hum sochte hai ki woh zinda hai

Me: par khambhat maut ho to sahi... yahan to fasano me jine ki aadat hai... ek ghosla tut te hazar banane ki aadat hai

 Random One: jab ek bar fir kurban hogi to zindagi bhagte huye ayegi.....

 ME: jina sikh liya maine un darmiyaano ke bich ki jis me kahi mujhe rakha gya tha... pasand karne kisi ek sire ko... aaj main hoon aur yeh darmiyaan hai... woh khade dekh rahe intezzaar har sire par :)

 Random One: wajah kuch nahi chahiye bas hona chahiye  

Escape

I escape form this very moment .. moment where I face this .. this "Me" . i hate it when I have to evaluate me from the scratch. do i need to do this? do i need to go through this pain of being "Me" one more time. what holds me.. what stops me.. why this... certain stuffs are better unsaid and unrelieved in the history of process called being "Me" I wake up this morning with this...  I run away from this world.. from this feeling... I wish to look back one day but I do not have enough strength to look back and look in to those eyes that smile within my heart today and always..

I wish to "escape" one day from this very moment and this very picture of being perfect... being "now"

 The best way I could define of what I want to do this moment.. and how i feel is with this song...

Ya Nizamuddin Auliya
Ya Nizamuddin Sarkar
Kadam badha le
Haddon ko mita le
Aaja khalipan mein pee ka ghar tera
Tere bin khali aaja khalipan mein
Tere bin khali aaja khalipan mein
Ooo...

Rangreza Rangreza
Rangreza aa.....
Ho o ... Rangreza Rangreza

Kun fayakun Kun fayakun fayakun
Fayakun fayakun fayakun
Kun fayakun Kun fayakun fayakun
Fayakun fayakun fayakun

Jab kahin pe kuch nahi bhi nahi tha
Wahi tha Wahi tha Wahi tha Wahi tha
Jab kahin pe kuch nahi bhi nahi tha
Wahi tha Wahi tha Wahi tha Wahi tha

Woh jo mujh me samaya woh jo tujh me samaya
Maula wahi wahi maaya
Woh jo mujh me samaya woh jo tujh me samaya
Maula wahi wahi maaya

Kun fayakun Kun fayakun
Sadq allahu ali ul azeem

Rangreza rang mera tann mera mann
Le le rangaai chahe tann chahe mann
Rangreza rang mera tann mera mann
Le le rangaai chahe tann chahe mann

Sajra savera mere tann barse
Kajra andhera teri jalti lau
Sajra savera mere tann barse
Kajra andhera teri jalti lau
Qatra mila jo tere darr barse
O Maulaa...
Maulaa... aa...

Kun fayakun Kun fayakun
Kun fayakun Kun fayakun
Fayakun Kun fayakun fayakun
Fayakun fayakun fayakun
Aaa
Kun fayakun Kun fayakun fayakun
Fayakun fayakun fayakun

Jab kahin pe kuch nahi bhi nahi tha
Wahi tha Wahi tha Wahi tha Wahi tha
Jab kahin pe kuch nahi bhi nahi tha
Wahi tha Wahi tha Wahi tha Wahi tha

Kun fayakun Kun fayakun
Sadq allahu ali ul azeem

Sadaq-al sur'aah bih-al Al-Qari
SalAllah hu alayhi wasallam
SalAllah hu alayhi wasallam

Ho mujh pe karam sarkar tera
Araj tujhe kar de mujhe
Mujhse hi riha
Ab mujhko bhi ho deedar mera
Kar de mujhe mujh se hi riha
Mujh se hi rihaaa...

Mann ke mere ye bharam
Kachche mere ye karam
Leke chale hain kahaan main to jaanu hi na

Tu hai mujh mein samaaya kahaan leke mujhe aaya
Main hoon tujh mein samaaya
Tere peechhe chala aaya
Tera hi main ik saaya
Tune mujhko banaya
Main tto jag ko naa bhaya
Tune gale se lagaya
Haq tu hi hai khudaya
Sach tu hi hai khudaya
Aaa...

Kun fayakun Kun fayakun fayakun
Fayakun fayakun fayakun
Kun fayakun Kun fayakun fayakun
Fayakun fayakun fayakun

Jab kahin pe kuch nahi bhi nahi tha
Wahi tha Wahi tha Wahi tha Wahi tha
Jab kahin pe kuch nahi bhi nahi tha
Wahi tha Wahi tha Wahi tha Wahi tha

Kun fayakun Kun fayakun
Sadq allahu ali ul azeem

Sadaq-al sur'aah bih-al Al-Qari
SalAllah hu alayhi wasallam

Break It so hard That You Don't Hear Any voice...

Soul that touch me to the core of my heart..

After a long I could related to what I am and what I want... "Jordan" defines the best way of how i have been searching the 'ME'

" Kahe Gaye Woh Ki Kashihs Hai Mujhko Teri...
Bas Na Kahe Gaye To yeh Ki Zarurat Hai Teri...
Kahe Dete Ek Pal Ke Liye Ki..
Mud Ke Dekh Le.. Raah Me Khade Hai Tere...
Hum Sare Raah Apna Har Hausla Ektthha Kar Te..
Ja Baithte Us Naazar Ke che .. Jahan Har Subah Mehfuz Hoti..."

What Do You Want To Do Before You Die

"What Do You Want To Do Before You Die??" I wish some one ask me this someday but before they do. here is what I want to do before I die...

Wish to see those eyes looking at me, those hands holding me. one more time who loved me the most.
Wish to be deep down to the ocean meeting those favorite golden color fish of mine
Wish to walk bare feet on beach with my favorite white shirt on.
Wish I could walk on the roads of  Rome & Greece searching for that flower crown
Wish to Smile and cry like baby one more time
Wish to have my own Mac Book.. yes iApple attracts me too :)